(Apr 9 2013)
YO!!
hawz yu lots douin'?

I would have been back sooner but I've had problems (whats new? )
-first, lily died
-second, I got a very NASTY infection in my arm (couldn't do anything for a whole week - seriously, It fucking HURT (even breathing was torture, so you can imagine how much it doubled the pain when I so much as moved a millimetre (let alone sit up) and it didn't help that I had to keep my arm in awkward positions (it killed my spine and shoulder-blade, not to mention the muscles in said shoulder and neck) just to dull (slightly) the pain so I could get a bit of sleep (not much)
-third, more money-related bullshit
-forth, FUCKING MICROSOFT!! everytime I had to update the OS, some piece of software crap would have a tantrum (was like that ever since I got Windows8 but never this bad) and it would always kill my anti-virus, it took an update from Symantec to fix it, but not the OS shit!) what the hell is MS doing!? too busy with the xbox are they!? Does anyone else have a problem with Win8?
-fifth, tried to get on yesterday, but couldn't log in, then when I did log in I couldn't do anything, then I couldn't log out (but somehow that happened anyway). and here's me thinking which was at fault my comp? or the broadband?...and it turns out (found out today) that it was my mum's fault, she left the sky-interactive-thing plugged in... and I asked her yesterday if it was in? she said "no" then WOOOPS "I forgot all about it". *sigh* I am now very thoroughly convinced that the tv has turned what was left of her brain to mush.

so... that been me for the past 6 (??) weeks...
now...
what was I doing?.....
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oh, yeah! *flings self at gallery*
da gallery: *side-steps out of the way* na-neh!


======Feb 3 2013================================

morning, afternoon, evening, night ... what you still doing up!? _O: GET BACK IN YER COFFIN! BEFORE I SIC' UNDERTAKER AND ALUCARD ON YA!
undertaker: kehehheh, wanna try one of my coffins?
alucard: touch my coffin and DIE, punny mortal! *caresses jackal, eye-twitch*

so many things have happened - all bad - that i'm sorry i've been absent (with some slight sightings here and there).
don't worry i'm not going to go into a rant about them - i've just had personal, money, family and computer (*glares daggers at broken-down virus-infected desktop comp. honestly i paid to get it fixed (or should i say wiped clean ) and it went afew days after i got it back!! and all my pics are GONE!! i have to do them all again, and Windows 8 HATES GIMP!-notgoingtorant,notgoingtorant-) problums.
and they didn't just come one at a time, they all dog-piled me!!
so, not a very good start to back-end-of 2012/ start-of 2013.

the only good news is i got me scanner working again! YES!... bad news...look up.

soooo..... me typign on latpop.... ...

anyway, enough about me.
how you lot doing? good, make me feel even worse about myself *stares at all the happy people*

anyway, i want to ask you lot something,
see what i'm going to be doing is i'm going through my gallery and cleaning it up abit (adding links to pics that are connected to each-other, removing a folder or two -honestly, those pictures are LOK why didn't i just stick them in there!??) and updating my club/friends journal entry.
so if you see me on (at some point) but i'm not talking then you'll know why.

but that's not what i wanted to ask you. for years now i've been in two minds about what pictures i should be putting up on DA - with the battle going something like "i'm not putting that up, it's shit!" "but i should put it up, it shows how much i've improved" "but it's crap, it won't even scan in propley!" "but i'm going through my folders might as well put it up" etc
so my question is;
- should i put up all my pics (including those that aren't finished)
- only finished (completed) works
- finished with unfinished (that will scan well -to a degree)
- only put up the unfinished (difficult to scan - those that don't come out well) when i've gone back and done a remake of said pic

so, it's like
- all (inc unfinished - good and bad scan)
- all (inc unfin -good scan)
- all (inc unfin -bad scan)
- completed only (those that look good)
- completed only (those that don't look good)
- completed only (those that are crap)
- only put up unfinished when they've been redone
i think that's what i mean... : ...
because i can never make up my mind on what to do with some of my pictures, i know it's finished and it partially looks good, but is it good enough? and then i'm like fuck it, it's going up no matter how shit it looks; which is why my gallery is such a mess.
and by unfin-good/bad scan i mean a picture that is clearly not done and when scanned it may not get all of it (because i use light pencil) but it shows enough that you can see whats going on (good scan), and bad is where you can only see bits and pieces and it looks a mess

so mix and match and let me know what you think, it's probably going to take me afew weeks (i'm very slow) to get through my gallery and journal
so let me know 'til then

so my plan of action is:-
- Sort Gallery ...SORTING
- Update Journal ...DONE
(er, i'm not sure which one of these i'll do first- but i want these done before i move-on to the downloads)

- Download 1 ()... COMPLETE
- Download 2 (ramesya - because i've lost a great majority of the scans, it's going to be abit longer to put these up, that's if i can get win8 to cooparate with gimp long enough for me to edit them)... PENDING
- Download 3 (this dependes on the verdit from the ghouls and goblins )... PENDING

so, umm...thanks for reading






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